I try to embrace it. But, I admit... when it takes that long to put jelly on toast so that it is all spread "just right", and then the toast is cold...
yes, I get peeved at myself! XD doh!
Virgo decan Virgo Ascendant, trine Mercury and his buddies, sextile Saturn, Mars, Pluto (equally wide on both sides)... and, dear ol' Cappy Sun in Virgo decan as well... order... everything must be in order... not anyone else's though, so much as my own (that organized chaos thing I mentioned before *blame Uranus square*)... or else... I go all atomic inside... I'm praying my progressed ascendant will start compensating sooner than later... but, nope. so far, the natal placements are the stronger, far as I can tell at least. haha
Not going to cut my nose off to spite my face though... Uranus squares my Ascendant with Venus... I can accept my physical flaws... but the health related nonsense that has bubbled up in recent years, in some part, possibly influenced by these energies... (Aquarius rules my 6th (Virgo house), squaring Virgo from Sagittarius... nicht so gut, eh.)
Mostly I struggle to contain my perfectionist urges from imposing my standards on others, and to not be so hard on myself in failing to maintain them as well, (falling short of my own expectations).... it's sort of self-betrayal, when the mind gets too busy with making things "perfect" all the time...
take a deep breath~ and accept the things that are beyond your control, and that things are not and cannot always be "perfect". Works for me... eh... 'bout half the time, at least. lol ^^;